When did this love become mere words?
It’s like am pushing uphill against the forces
My arms are shacking, my being weak
Oh won’t you come carry me
You said you loved me, and I’m quoting words.
You should have said no, am not placing blame
I dunno how much more we both could take,
It seems we’re bursting at the seams.
When I was with you, I couldn’t wait to get away
Now I’m away just wish you were close
I hold myself from calling your name
I hold my stare until the moment before you look my way
I dial your number only in my mind
I know this is the way I paved myself
The cards I dealt us both
I don’t know what I expected because you fought for me
But I want more and yet I still want you
There’s nothing now I see I could ever do
Paralysed to make a move
Cos I just can’t tell you how I feel
Like I’m waiting till you’re gone forever
Maybe with wise hair, I’ll tell a tale or two
Chai my soul in tears I now see you could not bear my love so you ran. My heart will always go on.
ReplyDeleteNow am so glad you are safe. If only I saw this 4years back. For some reason you make me fall hard in love but you sent a signal in my sleep "gill give me breathing space"meaning getting ill so I had to give you some space. When you left in high school, I longed and groaned for you.I moved into the special class but you were gone why all because of me loving hard if only I turned it down a notch. And there was no girl to replace the love I had not even temisan. Chai what a life we had. I recalled touching your fluffy hands during French class. For I longes to sit by your side during French class. What a happy memory but I had to barnish every memory you and I have ever hard to move on with life but at the bottom hoping to see you again. Now its all coming back to me now.
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