Compromise

Compromise is a Prison!!

In Christ Jesus there is liberty.

I am going to stop searching for love,

for God who is Love lives in me.

I have spoken so many words,

Yet to him, i have said nothing

Though my thoughts run wild like a circus,

yet with him am like - Ok.. whatever

Whatever to prevent a fight

Whatever to avoid that debate

Whatever just not to talk

Whatever to be left alone..

I feel like there something missing

and if i turn and focus only on YOU

then u'll fill this void and i'll be OK again

Cos YOU love me , YOU want me...

But cos i don't see you, n i see him

I don't see you, but i hear his words...

Even though i know YOUR voice..!!

I listen......

he says he loves me...

he says he wants me...

And though i heard Your voice and know what Your love commands... i follow his.

..... You'll still forgive me right??.......

So after a nice chinese meal,

a beautiful movie with sides..

and some caring words.... he expects more~

More what??? more of me?

No, not my words .. now i don't have to talk?

'No babe' he says ' just act right'..

Is 'NO' not a show of my love?

'u've come this far..m might aswell finish the race'

' u know i love u babe right...'

Now am working out how much my dinner and movie costs...

to figure how much i have to pay back...
seems the maths doesn't add up..!

I hear YOUR voice again, much louder than before..

" I LOVE U.. I DIED FOR YOU.. EVEN WHEN U DIDNT KNOW ME..

MY LOVE IS FREE.. CHOOSE ME"

Compromise is a Prison.

Cos even though you know whats right,

you argue over what's wrong.

Compromise is a time stealer.

It drags you back through mountains you had climbed before.

Compromise shifts focus from God to the situation

It makes u feel ashamed and tells u u can't turn back

It makes you think you can get out by yourself

But you've run out of 'get out of jail free' cards,

and the bail is set.. its Blood.

Ruby Love xxx