Trust Keeper

He said i was his little princess

He said he'll take care of my every need

He said he'll protect me-

.... from nasty girls and silly boys ; till he found the one he'll give me away to.

He said he'll love me.

You said i was your queen

You said u'll give me all i ever wanted

You said u'll protect me-

.... from pain and hurt; i'd feel them never again

You said u'll love me

I trusted him. I believed him.

But before i was old enough to speak,

He left! He didn't hear my first words would be

'i love u too ....'

Then all his words turned to ash around me

And his promises just never existed

Time and grace where on my side and soon

they turned my pain into praise...

I began to see as though for the first time,

that though he wasn't there

at school shows and PTA meetings,

My Father was there, every step.

He knows my every thought and loves me unconditionally

He had promised to never leave me or forsake me,

And though i never knew it,

He never ever left my side.

He promised to be my Jehovah -Jireh

and i know i've never lacked

When i had a fever and wanted you to hold me

I felt Jehovah-Repheka and He healed all my pain

When i felt alone and couldn't find words to explain why,

Jehovah Shamah was there and He just sat with me

Then it hit me, i had wasted time and effort feeling down

Cos every time i called out ...'Daddy'....

You answered right back ...'I AM here'...

for Jehovah means Father to me.

You said you'll love me..

and yes i gave you my love

even more cos I trusted u. I believed u. 

Held on so tight to your promises,

i didn't notice it turn to ash in my own hands

Then the pain came rushing, banging at my door!!

Not knowing, let them in...

Now the tears you said you'll keep away

have made their bed in mine....

But still somehow i have hope

As my Father picks me up again,

I see that truely he is my strong tower

He would never leave me nor forsake me 

I put my trust in Him, and I have no worries

Now I know i am a Queen

Cos my Father is the King of kings

I know am on top of the world

Cos the earth is His footstool,

and he holds me in His hands.

Ruby Love xx